Purpose And Things

I have written (possibly ad nauseum) about what people call “minimalism.” It’s not a simple belief, or design, or even a lifestyle.  Minimalism is a framework that you structure your life around.

Today I’m going to address the problem of tools. How do we minimize them? What criteria do we use? What value do they hold?

Specific Use Tools

If you’ve done any sort of mechanical work or repairs, you’ve probably run into the problem of “not having the right tool.” Recently, I was tasked with repairing some of the window screens on my house. They’re basically a mesh that is squeezed into the grooves around the edge of a frame and held in place with some rubber cord. There is also a specific tool for this job- a little handle with rollers on each end. And I have one, somewhere, in the vast myriad of junk in my shed. I know what it looks like, I can picture it in my mind. I just couldn’t find it.

Alternately, I could have tried to install the mesh and cord with generic tools. A butter knife, my thumb, whatever I could find. Which is what I did, or at least tried to do. But after 30 minutes of struggling with the first one, my wife asked me (in that exasperated voice you get from dealing with numbskulls like me) “Why don’t you just drive to the store and get another tool?”

Gasp. Admit defeat? When I have a perfectly good tool (that I can’t find)? How dare she challenge my manhood!

Twenty minutes later, I had returned from the store with a shiny new $3 tool, and finished the remaining screens in the time it took me to get halfway through the first one.

Now, you’re probably thinking “Isn’t this contrary to the framework of minimalism? Isn’t this just getting more stuff?” But the point I want to make isn’t that I needed to buy a tool. It’s that saving a tool for when I needed it was of no use if I couldn’t find it.  What good is a tool that you can’t find? How much time would it have cost me to try to finish the job without it? And if I could just run to the store and buy another for $3, did I really need to save it in the first place? I desperately wanted to justify the energy I had spent keeping the old one- but I couldn’t. To this day, I still can’t find it.

It’s the idea that things have permanence in our lives and minds. They’re concrete objects that we assume will always be where we left them, that time won’t affect when we look away, that somehow our thinking of them makes them continue to exist- but it’s actually the other way around.

Physical things take up space in our brain. It consumes mental energy to remember where they are, keep track of what it’s for, make sure it’s secured, and so on. They each have a mental cost. And when your life is filled with thousands of things, the cost begins to add up.

It frustrated me that a thing, which I remembered I had, and knew was somewhere I had left it, had just ceased to exist. I couldn’t put my hands on it. It vanished. The energy my brain used in remembering it was for nothing. The time I spent looking for it was also for nothing.

I didn’t properly assign the tool’s value- I only thought “I might need this again in the future, so I’ll throw it in a box for when I need it.” Multiply that times hundreds of things, and all of a sudden, it’s not sustainable. I should have looked at it from the standpoint of what it would cost me to just buy one when I needed it. How often do you need to redo screens on the house? Maybe what, every ten years? Do I need to hold on to a $3 tool for that long just in case?

I have a lot of tools I’ve acquired over the years. Buying (or borrowing) a tool when needed isn’t the problem- it’s that I don’t get rid of them when I no longer need them. I have a ball joint press I bought from a friend to fix his truck with. I will likely never need it again, and on the odd chance that I might, I can always get another one. So why is it taking up space in my shop? I have a brand new engine hoist, used to fix my son-in-law’s car. It cost $350, and I’ll probably never use it again. But I can’t quite bring myself to get rid of it, because “What if I need it?” It now resides in the corner of my shop, taking up space and mental energy for the scant hope of being used in the future.

As Chuck Palahniuk wrote, “The things you own, end up owning you.”

Quick note here: I’m not talking about general-use tools, like a wrench/socket set, or a shovel. Those are always useful.

Things Don’t Inherently Have Value Unless We Say So

Think about it. What’s actually important about having a tool? Is it the tool itself, or what the tool can do? We often keep things for what they are, or what we think they’re worth, and not for what they can do. “This comic book is worth $1000!” Well, it’s worth that to you, but unless you find someone who’s willing to pay that for it, it’s not “worth” anything. If someone gave me a very expensive tool that I have no use for, what is it worth for me to keep it? Absolutely nothing. It provides no value to me just sitting in storage if I can’t use it.

“But what about about keeping things like photographs? VHS tapes, DVDs, or whatever?” It is true that they have memories attached to them. They’re valuable to remember things by. But if they were to suddenly be gone, could you still have those memories? They have worth in bringing you enjoyment, but are they required for you to remember those things?

I once heard someone call getting rid of everything an “imaginary house fire.” When someone would ask them if they had kept such-and-such, they would reply with “Oh, we lost that in the house fire.” There’s some kind of finality to it- those things aren’t coming back, and you just accept it. Other people can’t understand getting rid of things intentionally, but everyone can grasp that something lost in a fire is gone.

If you were to have an “imaginary house fire” would it fundamentally change the way you operate on a day-to-day basis? It shouldn’t. Our lives, the daily routines, shouldn’t be cemented to physical belongings- because those can be taken away in a moment. Like, you know- in a house fire.

This year, both of my parents passed away. And I had the monumental, arduous task of figuring out what to do with all their stuff.  At one point, someone in the family took all their photographs without permission- some of them dating back close to 100 years ago- and I had to come to the realization that I wasn’t ever going to see those pictures again. They were gone. All I had left was what was already at my house, just a small box of photos from my childhood.

At first, I was furious. But being mad wouldn’t bring the photographs back. And getting them back wouldn’t change my life, other than giving me a sense of vindication.

This person took the photographs because they are so attached to things that they felt they had to take them. This love of things will end up corrupting you. As the Apostle Paul says (emphasis mine),

“But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that. Those who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction. For the love of money [and material things] is a root of all kinds of evil.”
– 1 Timothy 6:6-10

Afterthought:

Two months later, as I suspected would happen, I found my original screen tool.

Now I have two of them. *sigh*

Faith Is Analog

The Digital Age is slowly dying. And I am ready to move on. I want to go back to when everything was analog, and that includes my faith.

In the Digital Age, everything has been reduced to bits of information. “Data,” if you will. “Let’s look at the data” has become a catchphrase. If it doesn’t exist in Big Data, it doesn’t exist. When they delete someone’s existence from the internet, it’s called “un-personing” them.

But what really defines each of us as a person? Is it our “data?” Is someone born in the middle of the jungle just as much a person, even if Google doesn’t know they exist? No- it’s our spirit that defines us.

The truth is, God knows each and every one of us- He knew us before we were even made. He knows everything about us, because we are His creation. Continue reading “Faith Is Analog”

Snow Days

A few weeks ago, the most extraordinary thing happened.

It snowed.

In deep south Louisiana, a.k.a. “the swamp” we got over a foot of snow in 24 hours. As you could imagine, it blew people’s minds, mine included. This kind of thing hasn’t happened in over a hundred years here. Most houses aren’t set up for that kind of thing- a large percentage have exposed pipes and raised floors, especially the older homes.

But more importantly, it forced everyone to slow down.

Nobody could go anywhere, nobody wanted to watch TV or play games- we were completely engrossed in the fascination and wonder of seeing actual snowfall. We did things that we knew we’d never be able to do again. We saw things that were literally once-in-a-lifetime events. We were living in the moment.

I’m not suggesting you treat every day as a one-time event, even if it technically is. Sometimes finding a routine is good.

But we shouldn’t lose the wonder and fascination of just living life, experiencing things to the fullest, and being thankful for the miracle and wonder of life itself.

Take a moment and reflect on the blessings you have in your life.

And go play in the snow

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Stop Fueling The Inferno

I’m not sure where this post is going, but I felt the need to share what’s on my mind. So here goes. I will do my best to not ramble, but please understand there’s a rather high probability of that happening.

I am generally a passive man. I don’t like arguments or fighting. Because of this, I have unfortunately made it a habit to go along with things that I shouldn’t, and to let people overstep my boundaries. I’ve even been chided by my own (younger) family members for being “not manly/assertive enough” which always makes me shake my head in bewilderment.

This leads me to my main point: I do not have an unlimited capacity to handle stress and conflict. None of us do. And the modern “connected” life is all about commandeering your attention using stress and conflict. Continue reading “Stop Fueling The Inferno”

Carpe Diem- Elige Christus?

Faith is inextricably linked to living a simpler life. The world, in all its secular wisdom, wants you to do more, be more, buy more, and so on. They’re fostering discontentment, so that they can sell you the temporary cure.

You’ve probably heard the Latin phrase “Carpe Diem” which, if you’ve watched Dead Poet’s Society, you know means “Seize the day.”

The world wants you to “seize the day” by running as fast as you can, working as hard as you can, and spending as much as you can.

But what if I told you the only way to really “seize” something is to slow down enough to enjoy it and fully experience it? Continue reading “Carpe Diem- Elige Christus?”

The Conundrum Of Minimalism

One of the biggest hurdles I’ve come across in my (very slow) journey towards minimalism is the fact that minimalism isn’t just about things.

Let’s say I have a huge collection of CD’s, DVD’s, books, and such. I’ve written before about the pros and cons of physical media. The pros are, if you have a physical copy of something, it can’t be deleted from the cloud. The cons are, it can still be ruined, and you still have to store it somewhere.

So how does all that fit into minimalism? Continue reading “The Conundrum Of Minimalism”

Decline Of The Digital Age

Confession: I’m a dork. A nerd. A geek. A bona-fide weirdo.

I’m also past 50. The last five decades have been quite the journey for me. I watched the digital age come and go. It’s rise to, and fall from, prominence.

“But the digital age isn’t dead!” you decry, nostrils flaring in contempt. “You’re even posting this on a digital platform!”

I’m not talking about the mere existence of digital media. As you can see, it’s still here.

No- I’m talking about the waning dominance of digital media as a place of wonder and growth. You know what Instagram reels catch people’s attention the most? The ones that show someone making something- some kind of physical art. The digital media itself is just a communication tool showing the actual, physical art. There’s no wonder in the digital aspect of it at all.

Once upon a time, I would play with computers (like the Commodore 64, or the Tandy TRS-80 CoCo 2) and teach myself to program sprites in BASIC because, well, just because I could. The technology was new, and you didn’t really know what it could and couldn’t do. It was exploring an unexplored space. But today, all of that wonder is gone. Everywhere you look, there are unending expanses of procedurally generated landscapes, where everything is just a little bit different, but nothing is really new.

Fortunately, the human mind isn’t bound by digital limitations. When you are a true creative, the means of producing ideas will not be limited by the equipment you use.

You can write a novel on a typewriter or on a computer (or a physical word processor) and the novel will be either good or bad. You can record a song on a computer or a tape 4-track, and the song will still either be catchy or it won’t. You can paint a picture with an ipad or paint and canvas, and it will be interesting or it won’t.

But there’s no value in “digital” as anything but a tool now. There’s no fascination in it by itself. Computers are unable to produce ideas on their own, despite what the AI investors want you to believe.

My commission to you, from one human being to another, is to regularly come up with ideas and try to bring them to fruition. As an additional challence, I want you to do it without computers, just to prove to yourself that it’s not the computer that comes up with ideas. It’s *you.*

I’m not talking about finished products- I’m talking about ideas. A sketchpad, a notebook, a pocket minicassette recorder- something to just get the ideas down. You can always go back and finish them later.

If you practice doing this, you will find that your creativity will likely increase because your brain is no longer trapped inside a digital prison.

Learn to break free of the mental limitations you put on yourself, and the machines that represent those limitations.

Move past the Digital Age, and embrace the creativity of raw, analog humanity.

Slowing Down: The Ruthless Elimination Of Hurry

I’ve finally gotten to the point where I’m tired of being mentally stimulated all the time. Seriously- I’m getting sick of it.

The problem I have is that, as a geek, I’m constantly interested in and drawn to the internet and social media. Technology in general fascinates me, but not in the way you might think.

My brain is what modern psychologists call “ADHD.” You can name it whatever you want, but in the end, it just means that it’s extremely difficult for me to focus on things that are important if they don’t provide dopamine or stimulation.

And so far, the best thing I’ve found to deal with it is- get this- being bored.

I hate being bored. When I was a kid, I would throw temper tantrums about being bored. I didn’t want to play the same game again. I didn’t want to go to the same classes every day. I didn’t want to do anything that wasn’t impulsive or adventurous.

Fast-forward: I’m now 50. My life has become one boring activity after another, over and over and over, until I die. Continue reading “Slowing Down: The Ruthless Elimination Of Hurry”