Finding Your Worship Voice

I’m talking about finding your musical voice, as an artist. And for me as a church musician, finding my voice to worship with the group I play with.

A lot of churches are emulating the most popular church groups right now, and it’s becoming more and more a case of not just playing their music, but sounding just like them as well.

To be honest, this is lazy of us. Of course we can just purchase a backing track and play along with it. But what about the musicians? We’re stuck learning someone else’s parts, and mimicing someone else’s sound.

The Church has embraced Worship Karaoke: even with the words on the screen.

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Analog Brain

So, let’s assume that I’ve been toying around with the idea that I want to go all analog. And when I say “all analog” I mean everything. Which of course, made for a fun mental exercise.

If I were to go all analog, what are actual replacements for all the digital things in my life?

Photographs? Recipes? News articles? Contacts? Receipts? Letters? Journals? Writing snippets? Playing music? Recording music? Reading books?

If I were to go completely analog, it would require a bit of work, true. But there are still plenty of analog solutions out there:

  • Lomography sells vintage-style 110 film cameras, and film to go with them
  • Rolodex still sells card catalogs (as do other companies)
  • Index cards and holders are plentiful
  • Letters, paper, and envelopes (and pens) are all still available
  • They make small desktop-style filing cabinets for receipts and things
  • They of course still sell journal notebooks and such
  • For long-form writing, there’s still typewriters around
  • Analog music? Records are making a comeback
  • Need to get a cassette deck too, I think. Tapes are still available
  • Not sure if walkmans are still around, but they should be
  • Calendar/planners still exist
  • Board games and card games too, of course!
  • And for twitchy-games, pinball machines!

I think the biggest challenge to going all analog would be how to convert what you already have into analog format. Could probably print some of it (photographs, index cards, etc.) to get started. The problem is it’s easy to get analog into digital, but very time-consuming to convert digital to analog, by nature of the format. Can’t instantly convert music onto cassettes. Can’t import your calendar into a planner.

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Don’t Complain: Minimize

I feel somehow stirred. I just read The Machine Stops by E. M. Forster. A short story written in 1909.

It is scary how much he knew about human nature and the possibilities of technology. Here we are, 110 years later, and so much of it has become true. Everyone lives in beehive-like cells. Their every need is supplied by “The Machine” which they worship. Until the machine breaks down.

I see it as something that precedes and underlays The Matrix, and Brave New World. And 1984 and The Giver. And Harrison Bergeron. And V for Vendetta and Fight Club. And, well, every dystopian story written in the last 100 years.

There is an inherent brokenness that permeates humanity. It is only becoming apparent in the last century or so, but the signs were there long ago… as The Machine Stops so clearly demonstrates.

I find it extremely ironic that the way we complain about technology and dystopia is through the internet. The internet, probably more than anything else, has contributed to the homologation and dumbing down of humanity. I was told a few days ago that I was foolish because it was “bad to judge anything on experience, and that I should defer to experts.”

I just laughed. Of course, he was talking about liberals in the FOSS community, but it’s symptomatic of everything in society. This is exactly what The Machine Stops illustrates: people who despise actual experience, and defer to experts (who in turn learn from other “experts”). Ultimately, there is a disconnection from human interaction except for the very unregulated act of intercourse…. which is of course no longer for procreation, only for entertainment.

Modern culture is an erosion of the very core of what humanity is. Is it pushing away everything that makes us human, and embracing everything that does not.

And as for “The Machine,” it is alive and well in the world today. We serve it constantly. I don’t think it’s become autonomous yet, but it wouldn’t take much for it to happen (thank you, Ghost In the Shell). And of course it doesn’t control every physical aspect of our lives yet (though in some places it does). But mental control is just as strong- if they control us mentally, then it doesn’t matter if they control us phsyically. We will do the machine’s bidding.

Mental Bandwidth

So for me, my push back against The Machine and the idea of mind control- which I assure you is alive and well in entities like Facebook, Google, Microsoft, and Apple- is to break from the digital input into my brain. I suppose I could do away with the internet all together, but in the underground, it is still useful in some ways.

When I think of digital input, I think the idea of mental bandwidth is a real thing. That’s part of why the internet, back in its inception, was so popular: it was text only. It required no more brainpower than writing a letter, or reading a book. There was limited bandwidth, so it was unusual for people to waste it with frivolous things like graphic header images and moving pictures. None of that was required for the transference of ideas. It was pure, not necessarily in intent, but in form. If you couldn’t explain your idea and communicate with the standard ASCII character set, then nobody paid you any attention. There were much fewer regulations. Much less surveillance. No advertising.

We weren’t constantly force-fed a steady diet of high-bandwidth information (of which only about 2% is useful). And that’s not to say there weren’t trolls, but they were quickly dismissed. Nobody took you seriously if you couldn’t articulate ideas.

Now, none of that is required. Nobody needs to have ideas; only cute snapshots or memes, or copy-and-paste snippets of nothingness. And in a high-bandwidth world, everyone’s senses are so overwhelmed with useless information, they never get to think about what’s actually important.

But you know… we shouldn’t complain. Can’t buck against the goads.

I’ve written about Digital Minimalism before. Numerous times.

Complaining won’t change anything. But limiting my mental bandwidth can, very definitely, improve my own life and mental capacity for things that matter.

Have Computers Ruined Music?

After watching Rick Beato’s video “How Computers Ruined Rock Music” I had to sit down and think about music, and how it impacts me. Beato obviously knows what he’s talking about, and is good at producing tracks. But does the idea that “rock music was ruined by computers” ring true?

Well, sort of.

If you expand the idea of “computers” to technology in general, then no, it hasn’t ruined rock music. Without some of the technology we have now, things like the Digitech Whammy wouldn’t exist (and neither would Rage Against The Machine’s iconic sound). There wouldn’t be John Mayer’s “Bigger Than My Body.” We wouldn’t have affordable synthesizers and amplifiers and effects. Technology has come up with some amazing tools for making music, which have greatly impacted rock-n-roll for the better.

But on the production side, I think Beato is very much correct: Perfection is the enemy of Good. He goes into great detail explaining why editing songs so that every part is perfectly on beat and in tune ruins the “feel” of the song. He’s absolutely right.

Music performance, as an art form, is being over-produced into oblivion by the Photoshop generation.

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Coming Out Of The Clouds

Doing more thinking about minimalism (surprise!).

I was looking at cloud storage alternatives out there, and was thinking about the ones I’ve used in the past. Evernote, Google Drive, Dropbox, and now (self-hosted) ownCloud.
(Edit: How could I forget the ill-fated Ubuntu One? It was gone too soon.)

Back in the day, we had what were called “file servers.” They weren’t cloud servers, or blades, or fairy-dusted unicorn farts (or whatever the Cloud claims to be now). They were old computers sitting in a closet, running Windows 98 (or NT 4 if you were swanky) with a simple folder share. You backed up your stuff to that, nothing else. Every once in a blue moon, you would make a backup of that backup, for good measure.

But the idea of “cloud computing” is just file servers, on the internet, served over bloated www API’s. They just transfer documents back and forth. The nicer ones have revision history, or built-in note tools and such. But in the end, they’re pretty much just file servers. You’d still need end-to-end encryption, but that does you no good if the cloud providers are compromised- and they often are.

So I got to thinking, “do I really need the cloud at all?”

And of course, the answer is, no.

We, as consumers, have bought into the idea that we need all this cloud stuff, and I understand the frontend packaging is slick. But it’s just not really necessary for me.

Could I use a file server? Sure. On the internet? Yeah, I could make a secure FTP site, or something to that effect. SSH or whatever. Doesn’t have to be a web interface, doesn’t need a slick front end, and doesn’t need a monthly fee. Just a good old-fashioned secure VPN would be good enough.

On top of that, my ownCloud server runs on a database, which is slow. Can’t run it on cheap old hardware. I just need a simple computer with a big hard drive. And apps? Don’t really need them, other than whatever I used to create the document with.

Anyway, there’s plenty of stuff I can simplify on my end. One of my (long standing) projects is to go through all the old backups I have and delete all the digital crap I don’t need. Save what I can use, delete the rest. Pretend it never existed- imaginary housefire style.

(I once read minimalist decluttering described as an “imaginary house fire” where when people would ask “what happened to item X?” they would just respond “Oh, we lost that in the fire.” That blog post has since been lost to the obscurity of the “not-on-google’s-first-results-page” web.)

More to come. Work is progressing slowly on my static website and gopherhole, but that will happen sooner than later.

Friday Musings

I’m coming up on my birthday this weekend. I’ll be 45. I know it’s just a number, but I know there’s things I have to work through.

I know I need to simplify my life… I’ve been writing for years on minimlism, but I need to put more of it into practice. I moved the G4 Mac to my coffee table today. I’m thinking I might still give the iMac to Andy… there’s not much it can do that my laptop can’t. And in the case that the laptop dies, I can just get another one. That’s just less stuff I have to work with. I could just use a decent monitor with my laptop (any laptop) instead.

Minimalism. What does it really mean? I slimmed down my phone, removed as much junk as I could. I’m scaling back my website so I don’t have to worry about constantly fixing it, or updating it from hackers. I just want stuff to work. I want to find the Rambler a better home(sort of, I still like it). I would like to take that money and put it into playing music and furthering my ministry. Lord knows, there’s plenty of music gear I could use. But even that: how much is enough?

And what is my ministry? What exactly is it that God wants me to do? Do I even know?? Should I consider myself qualified? No- I’m not qualified. But God will work through my weakness. I need to remember that. Even when I fail- sometimes daily- God wants me to seek him and believe in his salvation for me. If I don’t really believe in his work on the cross, can I really understand his love for me? Can I really know his heart, if I can’t accept his gift freely?

Freedom- freedom from things, freedom from fear, religion, from condemnation, and shame. Freedom from guilt- not guilt from my sin, but from feeling guilty for being who I am.

I think I really do have a worship pastor’s heart, but only God can make that happen in my life. And I haven’t been very faithful. Not in my heart, not in my actions, not in my mind. Not in my body. In fact, I’m a pretty horrible person by God’s standards, so it’s really hard for me to understand his love for me in spite of that.

I need to pray for God to show me his love for me the way he sees me, not the way I see myself.

I think I like journaling with mostly text. The Gopher server project is coming along nicely, and I expect to have it up and running shortly. I might need a better keyboard if I get back into writing, though. This one is better than nothing, but it kind of sucks.

Okay. Will post more soon.
(This post was composed in RedNotebook, and copy-and-pasted into WordPress.)

Digitech Jamman Replacing Ableton Live

Music/guitar nerd alert.

I rebuilt my guitar pedalboard a while back, and one of the things I added was a DigiTech Jamman Solo XT pedal, with a homemade 3-button remote switch.

The DigiTech Jamman Solo is a solid little looping pedal- it records input and plays it back, like a looping tape recorder. There are plenty of looping pedals out there, but I picked the Jamman for a specific reason: it has a 32 GB micro-SD card you can store about 10 hours of .wav files on.

I saw someone was using one to play ambient backing pads for a church service, and it got me thinking. I’ve been spending a lot of time researching software (like Ableton Live) that can seamlessly play backing tracks on command, including the ability to move back and forth between sections in a song, and transitions.

I immediately thought “why couldn’t I do that with the Jamman?”

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My How You’ve Grown

I was looking at specs for my shiny “new” Mac G4, fresh out of 1999. I mean, it sold for around $1600 when it was new! I loaded it up with 1.25 GB of RAM, a fresh HD, and man, this thing is rocking!

Well, sort of.

That’s when I realized that a new Raspberry Pi 3 B+, which costs about $60 including a 32GB flash card and a power supply, is faster. It’s also way smaller, more power efficient, quieter, and generally better in every way.

Except it’s not a Mac G4, and it can’t run OSX (which, arguably, the G4 can’t really run now either).

The RaspPi is based on ARM architecture. It comes with four (4!) CPU cores, 1GB of RAM (running at 400 Mhz), n-band WiFi, Bluetooth, and HDMI with hi-def audio built into it. For $40.

My Mac G4 was also about $40 once I souped it up. It has a single 400 Mhz CPU, and 1.25 GB of RAM (running at 100Mhz). Everything else is pretty much on par, more or less.

But gosh darn it, I just like the G4. I like the “ooohm” sound it makes when you turn it on. I like looking at it. Sure, it’s a little noisy. But it has clear handles! And a DVD drive which isn’t fast enough to play movies on. And 64-bit PCI card slots. And did I mention the cool boot-up sound it makes? It’s like magic.

sigh

I know progress is never-ending. But you know, it makes me think:

If most people can get by with using a Raspberry Pi as a very basic computer- which is what it’s aimed at- then what’s wrong with using a 20-year-old Mac for the same purpose if their performance is even closely comparable?

Seriously though, I’m going to have to get one of these Pi 3’s. Would make a killer little NAS file/cloud server.

Digital Minimalism

As funny as it seems, there is an entire movement that exists to resist advancement and innovation in technology. There have been books written about it, movies made about it, and who knows what else. It’s called “Neo-Luddism” though I don’t necessarily subscribe to it. However, there are several reasons for resisting technology and wanting to go back to the way things used to be:

  1. The new thing isn’t really better than the old one, it’s just more expensive
  2. The new thing does one thing better, but everything else worse
  3. The new thing requires you to upgrade other things you didn’t want to upgrade
  4. The new thing requires more personal sacrifice than you’re willing to give

There are examples of this in every aspect of the marketplace now. Even when buying a car, the car is “connected” and wants to pair with your phone, your personal information, and possibly share that with the manufacturer- and you can’t turn that off. And when the marketplace only has vehicles with these “features” you don’t really get a choice. As I’ve said before, freedom is choice, and when you’re only offered choices you don’t want, you’re not really free.

This is the driving force behind Digital Minimalism: choice and freedom.

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Adrenalinn III Review: Part 3

This is the third (of 3) installment on the Adrenalinn III effects pedal, by Roger Linn Designs. This will cover the drum machine and MIDI implementation on the pedal, and wrap it up with a summary. I hope you’ve enjoyed it so far!

The drum machine in this little box is, for all intents and purposes, pretty decent. It’s not as good as a full-blown drum sequencer, but the plus side is that it’s pretty easy to use, and can be controlled right there with your feet. If you want to run a small musical group without a drummer, this is a definite possibility.

It basically only plays 4 sounds (or variations of sounds) at a time. Bass, snare, hi-hat, and percussion (which can be a ride cymbal, shaker, triangle, cowbell, etc). This is enough to give you pretty basic beats. It also allows you to pass the drum sounds through the effects section of the pedal, so you can use reverb, delay, treble filter, and distortion on the drums. This is nice if you want to “tweak” the sound for that gritty “in the stairwell” drum feel, like on Led Zeppelin albums. The distortion also works pretty well with the TS808 sampler beats, as it gives it a lo-fi sound.

The sequencer lets you do 2 measures of 8th or 16th notes. It can also do 3/4 measures, and swing patterns. You program the beats on the main control panel of the pedal. It’s a bit klunky, but it does work.

When programming the beat, each sound has a volume set for each time it’s triggered (9 volume increments), which gives you some flexibility.

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The downside to having a drum machine in your pedal is that you really can’t run stereo out into stereo effects afterwards. The AdrenaLinn does have stereo outs, yes. You can split the guitar and drum sounds into the Left or Right channels, but that eliminates using any stereo effects *within* the pedal. 

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