For the last few weeks, I’ve been busy. It would be safe to say I’m busier now than I ever have been before. And yet, every day I struggle to not feel guilty over the things I didn’t get done.
How many things am I involved with that I’ve put off? Sheesh. Let’s see:
- This blog (thanks for reading! Last updated 2 weeks ago)
- Weekly posts for The Badass Forge (skipped last week)
- Occasional posts for the Bike Commuter Cabal blog (last posted there in August)
- The ADD Masterminds podcast recording/editing (skipped 2 weeks)
- Not Entirely Unlike Chiptune (last touched this 6 months ago)
- Restoring a classic car (currently not running, haven’t touched it in weeks)
- WIP non-fiction book on ADD life hacks (haven’t seen it in a month)
- WIP fiction novel(s) (months… maybe years for parts of them)
And these are just the things I do that aren’t part of my normal family life, like cooking, Boy Scouts, house renovations, church music, and so on. Those things are getting put on back burners, too. I just can’t keep up with everything, so I’m dropping stuff left and right.
Clearly I needed a Sabbath, but what does that look like for a supervillain like me? How can I “rest” when there’s so much to do, and being creative restores my soul?
It’s a problem indeed.
I will have to make some hard decisions as to what will stay, and what will have to go. But I know my life will be better for it.
Sigh.